1.
醒了,发现自己哭得厉害...
想着他们眼泪流个不停
5.29am, 以前在家每每这个时间也能听到一样的sembahyang声
大概是因为睡前想着贺年卡要写什么给他们
给不了什么, 心痛
最近总是梦到家里庆祝新年时客厅里通宵的白灯
想写一本他们的故事
可现在的人明白吗?
他们终究也是可怜人
快一年没回家了...
想告诉他们“女儿很爱你们”
一定要快乐健康,长命白岁
等我。
翱翔
2013年2月5日星期二
2011年9月11日星期日
nightmare
突然又做噩梦,这次又是在家跟她吵
很受不了,不敢回家
从来只有我很怕的才会以恶梦的形式出现在梦里
蛇,虫,考试,鬼-很少,某人去世了。。
这次。。
看来她是我的恶梦啊
一点回去的胆量和自信都没有...
10pm 11/9/2011 sunday
2011年6月14日星期二
haiz..
hate utar!!! retake 1 sub only also nid to pay RM1041?!!!! shit!!
i dun nid any resource thng, facility thng!!!
walao!! utar bus isn't free for student also, then gt wat excellent facility pula nid charge us so much???
to study this foundation, i wasted RM 15000 dy, n 2 years,
at the end i get nth!!!
so suffering..
but i cant change anythng,
this's my fate.
hv to face it,overcome it,
always remember it,
n remind myself
work hard to get n gain back all that loss.
no 1 has the responsibility to cheer up you.
nw can understand this truth very much.
stop decadent,
stand up n start to fight!!
绝望颓废并不能改变事实,
唯有努力
才能赚回失去的
才能创造未来!!!
6/15/2011 1.45pm
2011年5月10日星期二
2011年4月29日星期五
30/4/2011
me: halo
Report · 11:37am
no lah
bcau i juz see ur message lah
^^
haha
nice loh
can relax lah
Report · 11:38am
so when u go back hometown?
Report · 11:38am
dun noe yet
where's ur degree?
Report · 11:39am
no
Report · 11:39am
lolx
kampar?
Report · 11:39am
i'm nt going to study liao
Report · 11:41am
just need time to decide wat to do
Report · 11:43am
coz i dun think i suitable to continue lo
Report · 11:44am
maybe change or wat de, but within half year, i'll nt go to study
Report · 11:46am
erm, half correct
Report · 11:48am
hmm
ya
me too
choose the course tat u like or interest the most
dun think for the salary or the "future" first
look forward
be open minded
like american style
tat y the US is so sucessful
^^
agree?
Report · 11:50am
agree >:o
Report · 11:51am
lolx
u can de lah
so take sometime to thing of it first
the changed to tat course loh
u can continue study in utar ya......if u dun want study, u will waste one year on study foundation oh
Report · 11:55am
haha
凡事靠主都能做oh~
so pray to the lord lo
as HIM to give u the intelligent to choose the course
^^
Report · 11:58am
like math?
Report · 11:58am
nw no
haha
Report · 11:59am
no ar
Report · 12:01pm
last time b4 foundation are math n kI
nw just love to learn bio, chemistry
but not exam
hehe
Report · 12:03pm
but u can do it very well leh
Report · 12:04pm
but my bio result very lousy
Report · 12:04pm
nvm ya
the result doesnt mean anything
lolx
i mean the working style and the experience is more important
Report · 12:08pm
ya
really need oh
+u lah
everytime face problem.....the first
thing is pray to the Lord
HE will listen to u de
^^
Report · 12:11pm
haha
Report · 12:12pm
wad are u doing now?
Report · 12:13pm
u sem break only go back?
Report · 12:13pm
yup
my hometown is sarawak oh
so cant go back so often lah
Report · 12:14pm
ehhh
Report · 12:14pm
any special?
Report · 12:14pm
dun know leh
ehh
got a lot of foood to eat loh
美食天堂
they said one
not me
hahaha
nothing special oh
Report · 12:16pm
ppl always say like that
Report · 12:16pm
lolx
Report · 12:17pm
haha
u like food?
Report · 12:18pm
normal ppl love to eat mah
Report · 12:18pm
lolx
yes lah yes llah
tat mean i am abnormal loh
lolx
no lah
juz kidding
i juz like eat junk food
XD
Report · 12:20pm
u should eat more oh
Report · 12:21pm
haha
i easily get fat
but still love to eat
haha
Report · 12:23pm
hahahha
since u so free now
u can do some research on the course oh
Report · 12:26pm
noop
yup
Report · 12:26pm
huh?
Report · 12:26pm
but havent find oh
Report · 12:26pm
then hw?
Report · 12:27pm
ic
but y dun u live with friends?
Report · 12:28pm
i dun like oh
too close already......then will be every annoying
haha
later keep asking me go to play with them
Report · 12:29pm
like that also can oh..
Report · 12:29pm
hahhaa
no good lah
nvm lah
the church will find the house with all christian inside
nice oh
before foundation i also ask them to find
then i every satisfied for this house
hahaha
Report · 12:32pm
morning 8.50 de
haiz
so early
aiyo
need to wake up very early lah
Report · 12:32pm
wah, then be careful leh
Report · 12:34pm
hmm
wah
really oh
ss17?
Report · 12:35pm
yup
Report · 12:36pm
we dun noe when the thief came, n hw come in
my friend's money lol
so they thought maybe it's did by 1 of the housemates also
Report · 12:37pm
wah
oh
maybe loh
Report · 12:39pm
yup
Report · 12:40pm
week 13 lol
this sem 1
this sem happened 1
Report · 12:40pm
so at week 13 u moved out oh
Report · 12:43pm
outside ppl also dun noe who can be believe mah
Report · 12:44pm
hahaha
wad lah
for ur own good lah
==
Report · 12:48pm
right also, but i rather believe that's did by outside ppl
Report · 12:48pm
haha
==
so lame oh
tat good too lah
otherwise will feel very unsafety in tat house
lolx
Report · 12:50pm
oh ya, ur surname in chinese is?
Report · 12:51pm
雷
wahaha
dun kacao me oh
thunder thunder...
lolx
Report · 12:53pm
雷淂凱
haha
i can find the correct theme for my name by using google pinyim leh
no bad no bad
Report · 12:55pm
really very special
Report · 12:57pm
lolx
no ah
also special ya
how to pronoun the last word
haha
Report · 12:57pm
hui
Report · 12:59pm
lolx
where got lah
u are the first ppl i know using this name lah
so its rare too
hahhaha
Report · 12:59pm
in words rare lah
but just our same intake,science only airdy gt three ppl with this name
Report · 1:01pm
haha
aiyo
then is not same lah
juz the pronunciation same lah
Report · 1:03pm
but when ppl called then dun noe should reply o nt
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