msn with grace chong:

babi
 
You have just sent a nudge.
 
End The Love says:
 where babi?
 u are?
Chong says:
 hehe
 in front of me
 i at vivian's cousin's house
 nw
 oh, did jimmy tell u he come back dy?
 ?1
 ?!
End The Love says:
 ya
 i have meet his yesterday
Chong says:
 u met him dy???
 really?
 then what had u guys talk?
End The Love says:
 nothing
 i will return his cert
Chong says:
 y?
 u wan to forgive him dy?
 tell me what's on ur mind actually?
 
You have just sent a nudge.
 
End The Love says:
 算了啦
 tthis month phone bill $460
Chong says:
 he deserve for it!!!
End The Love says:
 so?
 act he 开口说要在一起了
 可是我觉得不适合了
 算了可
 就算不能做情人
 不能做朋友
 也不要做仇人把
 其实
 我是想
 要拿住他的cert
 如果
 你要来新加坡读书
 就要他帮你处理好
 然后再还他
 现在
Chong says:
 THEN U THINK THAT I WILL NVR NID IT ANYMORE RIGHT?
 ok, i understand dy.
End The Love says:
 ？
 u angry??
Chong says:
 no,i hv no right to do so.
End The Love says:
 我是觉得
 如果我和他做不成情人
 他虽然有开口说要继续一起
 但是我觉得不适合
 暂时我也没办法完全放下
 做不到朋友
 我和他也不想搞到像仇人
 你可以和他继续保持朋友关系
 不用因为我
Chong says:
 i know
End The Love says:
 弄到你们也变成仇人
Chong says:
 but i cant forgive him
 cannot.
End The Love says:
 而且
 他要和我拿文凭时
 我不要给
 他其实已经生气了
 不过
 他也没有强求
 一定要拿到
 我猜测他是有后路解决的
 也就是说
 即使他没有拿到文凭
 他也可以回学校申请过
 只是麻烦多工作而已
 既然他都不受于我这样要求
 那就不要弄到过火，搞到像仇人
 好好还给他咯
 以后
 可能你需要他支援
 至少还有条路
Chong says:
 ok,
 whatever, i m nt going to forgive him
End The Love says:
 他得罪你什么？
Chong says:
 i m very look forward to meet him n spent his money
End The Love says:
 随你喜欢
 如果不想以后来这里没有人帮
 你最后还是和他保持友好关系
 否则真有急事相求
Chong says:
 ok
End The Love says:
 还真的没有人会帮到你
Chong says:
 i noe hw to do
 the driving
 i want 10/2
 but cant liao
 17/2 i gt test
 n i gt a lot of homeworks
 assignment
End The Love says:
 ask to u
 你都决定了
 现在和我说这些
 只是想找人支持你的决定而已
Chong says:
 i nid ppl to pay for me today
End The Love says:
 既然你觉得你的决定是适合你的
 就去做
Chong says:
 but who can i ask help for?
End The Love says:
 pay what？
Chong says:
 i hv no even 1 choice
 the Rm 20 for resit the test
 today was last chance
 but i can only see the time pass n do nth
 no more to say
 u
 are no longer who i know
 i dun noe u at all
 n i dun wish to know anymore
End The Love says:
 so
 ?
 你要我怎样·？
 逼你去考
 你又考不过？
 一直强逼有用吗？
 现在即使我不把文凭还他
 他都有办法再弄过新的
 如果我再坚持
 只是把大家搞到像仇人
 和我当初想用文凭
 拿钱的原意都相反
 那我再坚持
 有意思吗？
 要变通啊
 既然都强逼不到他拿钱出来
 即使做了仇人又怎样？
 你一点益处都得不到
Chong says:
 i hv no more to say n this is all ur thng
 nth related to me
 do whatever u like
 i dun care

End The Love says:
 算了
 不想和你解释太多
 反正
 你不要因为我的事
 笨到跑去和jimmy做仇人就是了
 以后
 你没路可走
 要来新加坡发展
 至少有事要求人时
 还可以找他

facbook conversation with chong sp.

Today

11:20pm

at where??

11:20pm

vivian's cousin's huose

*house

11:21pm

oic

when u back?

11:21pm

back?

pj?

mon

11:22pm

kulai lah

i think no go back

11:23pm

y

sohai arrr

cny jor

give face ur parent lah

11:24pm

but nth can i do if i going back

11:25pm

just new year lor

sleep or wat

must back de

11:25pm

y?

11:25pm

we r their children mah

where got ppl cny no back de?

11:25pm

anytime can,

but y must cny?

i dun like

11:26pm

cannot said like that

cny is big day mah

11:27pm

every year,even everyday quarrel

(dun tell others ar)

11:28pm

i know

haih wat can u do jek?

11:28pm

is nth to celebrate with

11:28pm

but as long as u r their child

u r responsible going back de

anything at home is doenst matter

11:29pm

but i think this is a good chance to let them think

11:29pm

nolah

this means u let ur mum face herself

mybe u can learn from me

11:30pm

n let myself celebrate a truly cny

11:30pm

tell ur mother something or trying to know ur mom feeling

mybe sometimes ur mom want c u all leh

11:31pm

i know

11:31pm

av1 love their children

11:32pm

u think that i din ever tell them to change?

11:32pm

hey

i tell u jor

11:32pm

don ever i spare their feeling n thinking?

11:33pm

please dun ask ur parents divorce jor

know??

11:33pm

i tried many times dy

11:33pm

i can solve my home problem u oso can de

tat 1 is good

11:33pm

n i m very tired of this kind of life aldy!

11:34pm

u ask ur sister or u try accumulate all ur sibling power lor

11:34pm

neither my sis nor i can do it

11:34pm

must have a solution de

11:35pm

my parent's problem cant be solve so easily 1

it involve grandparent

11:36pm

yooo

but hor better u going back

as follow u lor

but there will be a solution 1

no afraid

tat 1 is escape

if u dun wan back

11:37pm

n also the religion problem

11:37pm

actually can solve 1

must have 1

no need scare

tis 1 better u know all the situation

later u will find good

11:46pm

ah bin arh

11:46pm

yup

11:47pm

can i just gv up every every every thng?

i m too tired of every thng dy

11:47pm

better not lor

c u help who lah

Chong is offline.12:20am

 

i think i m the only 1 gt problem nw

at vivian er gu's house

i feel so miserable

n wish to commit suicide.

I really HATE all this thng!!!!!!

want to hv more n more,

cant forgive ppl,

Hatred and resentment

i cant let go...

why???

what's the meaning of life??

it's full of tired..

i nid time,

space,

new thinking,

new life.

Can i start over again??

but all the pass become waste dy....

oh,

Jesus of christ,

my Father in heaven,

holy spirit,

pls

tell me what's to do n i will nvr suffer n regret it??

......

30/1/2011 12.40am. Banting.