Vivian decided to withdrawal from utar dy,

i cant say any thng bcoz myself too

wish to do so.

tomorrow go to take the form,while i will go to see advisor.

but i dun wish to continue to study foundation is nth related with her decision

although i m really sad.

anywhere,she's still my dear friend

bless her always with my whole heart.

Me??

what's shall i do??

it's really hard to make a decision.

I DO really understand what'll i face

and what's the consequece.

this's once for my whole life,

i know.

i cant afford, nor get a excellent result

cant get 1st class,cant get scholarship,

cant borrow ptpdn,

cant pay back for it.

i cant do anythng,any job,

nth is the only thng that i know.

i not dare to think that i'll be always working for others the rest of my life

that maybe 5years,10,30,50

or can say is almost whole life 

n it's just working for ppl 

earn hard money. 

or always worry being fire by boss.

才买的一个三叶草、粉红色很美的发夹的一片叶就掉了，

两块半的，

有点更增加难过的情绪。

haiz..

神啊，请给我启示吧.